苦中作樂, Reprise

When the going gets tough the tough keeps going.

Seems like an inspirational quote that we should pledge alligence to during times like these. If anything, I realize one thing... that there is really nothing you can do to make you feel better. There's no quick remedy, nothing you could do to make it hurt any less. You can try to fill you schedule with dinners, movies, gym, exercise, etc. but really, none of these would help. It's like going to jail, it's a fixed sentence, and you're gonna do time no matter what. But if somehow you have good behaviour, they might let you out early and finally you get back to your old self. Previously, I had taken the route of being on exile, and that turns out to be a bad idea... because you simply prolong the healing process and you never really get over it. So... Jail vs. Exile, for the long-term well-being, jail time seems to be the "better" way. (c'mon, is there really a BETTER way for this?)

My X'mas present turns out to be a blessing for times like these, and I am rediscovering some songs that I used to like alot, including this one:

某次　某晚　生命中某人
臨分手也狠　說世界誰比我親
我信那兩秒的我　曾經是最開心的人
幸福純屬偶然　誰介意沒永生

＊還記得幸福的感覺　苦中可作樂　已堪稱快樂
　誰為寂寞戀愛　將來也許更寂寞
　能記得受苦的知覺　苦中總有樂　還祈求甚麼
　若永久一起無方　我也懂得難過
　已證明　曾發生的不算幻覺＊

你說每次見到我　良心便再得到試煉
熱戀容或偶然　朋友永遠發展
Repeat＊

你能對我講　曾真心喜歡著我
亦已真心不喜歡我　還求甚麼
Repeat＊